Read This. It will only take about 2 seconds if you are a good reader...For real 2 seconds.
Then know that you are lucky and have so much to be thankful for.
We have grown literally afraid to be poor. We despise anyone who elects to be poor in order to simplify and save his inner life. If he does not join the general scramble and pant with the money-making street, we deem him spiritless and lacking in ambition. ~William James